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At 19, I went to a party from the scouts. This was with people I had all known from childhood. My sister’s ex fed me alcohol until I was drunk by giving me super strong cocktails.  I went, when I was super drunk, to the kitchen to drink some water. My sister’s ex was there as well, together with a younger friend. The ex then encouraged the other guy to start touching and assaulting me. I was so drunk that I couldn’t keep myself upright, suddenly I was lying on the ground. The ex filmed everything, while the other guy got close to my face with his penis (still in his pants) and kept touching me and laughing. Later, this video was posted in a Facebook group and people just laughed about it. I still feel super dirty about this and I am in my mid-twenties now.