Hi, I was raped as a small boy when I was very young. At my parents’ house, there would always come this one friend of theirs around. They completely trusted him, so when they went out one time and couldn’t find a babysitter he offered to watch me. My parents were fine with that and trusted him. The night my parents went out, we were going to watch a movie. Everything was fine at first, until he started drinking beer and touching me more and more, then he asked me to do certain things. It was terrifying, I wasn’t allowed to say anything. I still suffer because of it. I have developed an addiction to sex. I can’t go without it, because when I meet up with a guy I feel like I’m getting attention and that’s why I can’t go without it. My parents still don’t know what happened and I wish it had never happened.