I was 7 when it happened. My female cousin of 14 years old groped me then. I was pretty young and did not know much. This continued until I was 14 years old. I felt super dirty, used and more. She is 18 now and I am 15. I still feel dirty, because I continually get flashbacks. And I feel guilty, too, for not saying anything. Now, I get scared every time someone touches me unexpectedly.